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HAPPY NEW YEAR .
Even though there's nothingto be happy for .
Haha , idk .

how i wished , i've never met you .
痛,彻彻底底.
好希望,就着样沉睡着.
一个在水里的鱼,
一个不知所错的鱼.
我的池里的水,被太阳晒干.
我期待那一天,可以下起鱼来.
alrighty then .
i hope i could get my results sooner.
and ... iwant to go singapore poly ,
DFI

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Hellos ~
It's was a bright morning !
Hehe , woke up looking half dead today =/
perhaps i shall sleep earlier today !!
Why ? because it's gonna be a busy busy busy busy day tommorrow !!!
okay.... let's seee... oh , i have 20 plus PO to check tommorrow ?
OH MI GAWD !
I was late again =) as usual =X
haha , can't blame me for the bus being slow huh?
when the time i reached my working desk , i've realised that some one took my pens AGAIN .
Okay , that really pissed me off.
and therefore i brought those cheap ones upstairs and pasted some notes
Saying:
" Please keep your paws off thing item .
This item belongs to the frozen department .
If used , please return it .
AND this item is not brought by your grandfather and neither am i your grandfather .
By - Stacker yide . "





Some funny jokes while working .
Yide was walking across when yiqiu asked .
"ei , where's my balls ? "
"huh? i don't know ? when have you last seen it ? "
"how would i know , someone might have stolen it and cook it ."
"huh ??!! what kind of balls were you talking about ? "
"fishballs "
"OH ! "

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I woke up smiling .
Woke up , thankfully .
It was a peacedfull dream , a dream without her
And therefore I slept like a baby .
I zipped up all the sorrows , the emotions and the memories . I threw it into the sea ,
hoping that along the island , someone would find and unzip it to find something good for themself.
I had lost my chance , now ... we had became strangers .
Maybe i might cross through your route again .. i might say hi , or i might not .
i don't know .
i'm not even bothered to find out .
i need time to rest.
Let me reasure myself.
Let me re-introduce myself.
I am yide .
I am the made up of what i want to be .

BOO ! >:(
i had a bad day at work .
lol , i don't know if it's counted bad .
But that retarded uncle kept scolding 他妈的.
Oh , nice .... he managed to ruin my day .
But never-the-less i managed to shock him with my " 我不屌,你自己找" Attitude.
哈哈！
he was shocked staring . haha , serve him right .
It's not my problem anyway .
aww.. i did patonise him for a few minutes since he's a customer .
Lol , jin zhen auntie kept telling me that 经理　did't come to work today .
haha , he's hopeless anyway .
Jin zhen auntie who was 50 + could do fold times of work more than him .
He was just a 28 years guy . And he work as if he's gonna die if i poke him in the arm.

Hehe , i managed to slack for quite a while .
how ? during these peak hours?
lol , i went to the toilet for 15 mins ? for ? Sms lorrh .

This supplier from top gourmet pissed me off ... he's dead meat =]
He came with a PO and told me .
" 小弟，ＰＯ你自己找啊　，也顺便割单．我很忙啦＂
and there he stood , standing there as if he's got nothing to do with it .
DAMN !? I guess he thought i was a retard ?
he and his rudeness . Better watch out .
if he comes again with that crap , i'll ask him to not come again .
i don't care if our goods don't come .
It's not as if he's the only one selling lime juice.
i could had ask ahkian 大哥 to call his boss to give him a lecture .
haha ! and he would be fined with $300 .
=X.

The new guy from upstairs seems very capable =)
which means i can do less work outside =))
Thumbs up for him ! Toes up for myself =)))
I wonder , when can i stop work .
Idk , soon ?
after chinese year i suppose.

Ah ben had his hair dyed red !
hmm... how i wished i can dye my hair too ..
but ever since my ear hole incident .
my mom seemed to be ... " if you do anything crazy again , i'll strangle you =] "
she's scary =X .

LOL , the 大哥　and aunties in the vegetable department kept calling me 帅哥　=X .
I don't even know if i am =/.

But when i asked the Fruits department auntie , she said i'm one of the better looking one here =)
Even with so many other good looking ones =X.

I think ever since i cut my hair and wore blue contact lenses , i became rather cute looking =X
haha , just kidding .
But , i had realised that that casher jie jie seems to have take a liking =/ .
i don't like it =/ .
if a cute meimei came to join SS , it would be great =/ .

AH ! look at the time now ...
I need to sleep already !
or i would be late and tech uncle/jin zi auntie would start to nag at me again =)

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Hello , sunday .

I can tell you this .
I love you too much not to care .
Every thing of me will be there for you .
I don't need anything , i only want you to be happy .
I'm unlike others who just want those they love to be happy .
I want you be extra happy , very happy .
I will deprive myself from love .
To suffocate myself .
To de-moralise myself .
To walk on fire , to continue giving you everything i have .
someone told me that i never treasure anyone /
yes because i did not know how .
Now i have learnt that i can say i want you , no matter how long i shall wait .
light up , light up .
i can't hardly say i understand ,
like you can raise your voice to say .


I am not pleased with my working attitude .
I shall be better .
Lesser jokes , more work .
I would value the high hopes that they had place for me .
High responsibilty , low salary and immerse work to be done .
What else can i ask for ?
Eh... maybe more off-days ?
*Smile* ehh.... please ? =X

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I do not know how to say it but .....
i'm nervous ...VERY nervous ...

i want to be in singapore poly but i hope the l1r5 is letting me fufill my dreams .
If , that's the case.
I would be extremely pleased.
Lmao , ruisi said that i looked like a small boy boy .
However i had to disagree =/.

Results are coming out soon !!!
but i can't sleep !
When the more i think of it , the more the senerios come popping out from my mind !
it's very scary>.

oh god please bleessssssss MEEE!!
bless me to get good grades !!!
i won't ask for much
just a l1r4 of 15 or below ><



Okay....
soo.... Cross your fingers and pray sincerely ! AMEN





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MONDAY IS A MUNDANE DAY


Lol , i heard yang shen saying this phrase before .
so... yeah today is a mundane day =/ .

i crawl out of bed at around 6.30 am and got change for work .
Taking slow and sleepy small step , i managed to get myself to the bus stop .
while walking there i couldn't stop ah-chiewing !
somehow the cold was getting to my nerves / Pissing me off .

it felt like a rusty tap that was leaking .
it was kind of irritating ! .
While i was waiting for 187 , i couldn't help but start thinking about the things i should be doing in this period of time when i was still in secondary school .
Like studying , fooling around and annoying each others .
It's no wonder why people kept telling me that studying is the best time of our life.
Since the time i started working , i realise the important of studies and dreams .
Ever since then , I've told myself .
If i can't do well for this , i might as well try again .
Again , again and again until i succeed in getting to a good school .
while patrolling along the shampoo department .
I came to realise that sing siong has a large variety of item !
I talked to the aunties in the department for quite some time , they were a intersting bunch of adults .
It felt as if each of them had their own story in life .
working there was a fruit-full experience .

around 12 pm , i went to take my lunch !
haha , good thing i remebered to ticked my lunch !
but the lunch they provide for us was not very good to shallow !
but when you are hungry , whatever thing that you can feed youself to , you would put it into your mouth without a second of hesitation .

The amount of things that i needed to do today was not too much ,
however i was panicked at around 1 pm when i was needed to check the list of item from the suppliers .
Trolly after trolly it came , i was working like the atomatic machine in a factory .
I was doing it non - stop until 3 pm .
After that i asked the permission to get some panadol for my cold .
Hopefully it will go away tommorrow ! =)
Cheers !
By the way .. Lin you jia rocks !


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2009 !

okay lets make a wish !

i wish i can get 15 or below for o level.
i wish i can get a cute girlfriend.
i wish i can be better looking =X
i wish i can try sky diving !!!! WOOOOOOOSSSHH~~
i wish i can learn to sing rock !!!! OHHHH YEAAAAHH !!!!
i wish i can be a genius . !
i wish i can learn street dancing !
i wish i can shake hand with eason chen , ling you jia and xin !
i wish my fringe cann never be cut off =X

okay !!!
please 2009 MAKE IT HAPPEN !
like , RIGHT NOW COME ON .
CHOP CHOP , no time to lose !

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