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Hey! I'm back to P-O-S-T =D !

Hmm.... math paper 2 was really difficult =T !

But i had been perparing for the last 6 months so..... it's gonna be alright !

O-levels iis coming to an end but somehow it feels like everything i know is gonna change .. it is scaring me out but! i know it's gonna change for the better ^^

Hmm.... Hope that i can get into chemical processing engineering . NO! it's a known that i am going into chemical processing engineering =)) !

haha , im a pokemon fanatic ! =P

this is the debt that pokemon owe me =X , i never had a gameboy to play with since i was young =(( .

Lol ! i remeber my favourite show was high five when i was about primary 3?

oh well.... Life is every changing .. but somehow i feel so empty inside me .

This feeling had been harassing me since 2 years ago =T

What could this mean ? I know it , but i will refuse to adknowledge that feeling.

hmm... even if i were to say ... but , i don't think that i have that courage anymore.

OH WELL !

lets just await for that day when these courage come back to me ^^v.

But , that would be too late isn't it ?

Lol , i got 2 dates on 6/10/08 !

pizza hut and Badminton =))))!!

hehe .. lol , yanngee (Xiaopang) told me that Geography was difficult =T , hmm... but i thought that it was easy =P .

oh well there's so much more happenning in my life ... so much more feeling that i want to tell about ...

Perphaps ... just perphaps that i might push this burden down someday .

For Life , i'm stuck with .

The mess i got in .

The heart that i lost.

I will strive hard to obtain the goals i set ! ^^v Cheers !

I hope that this will not be a sad blog anymore =)) !

Stay happy !




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Hello ...
Today is not a happy day , as usual .. =T
Oh well , i'm just like the sad little puppy(above) ...
T.T
But the puppy know that it's love will come one day .
Having 4 relationship for this few years made me so tired .
It always end with a bad ending .
A twisted tale of mine .
Ahhh!
i just one that last forever !!!!!
Yide says " im gonna work after o level ! "
haha , i want to live a bright future !
i shall not question my feelings anymore .
i wanna be happy
H-A-P-P-Y ^^ !
Okay yide is going into super mugging mode =D !
Muggggggggers , FOREVER !
haha ... btw , i love this blog's song .
~.~ So nice ...

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There was a girl that asked a boy .
What was your dream ?
The boy answered , " Live a good life =) " .
The boy answered the question cheekly .
He thought it was just a minor question ,
He misses the girl every single minute every day of his life .

The girl said that he was not in her future neither was her's in his .
The boy cried in his heart .
In the end , he said thankyou .
Stupid was'nt he ?
He do not need any sympathy . no one would show any sympathy .

That boy had simillar loveline though his teenage years and he is sick of it .
He will stay out of love .
How many years until he can walk out of it ? No one knows , not even himself.
i think he should just get knock over by a car =).
爱不爱都痛,最后你要自由.
站在原地的我,只能不断哭泣,
只好祝福你幸福.祝你永远幸福.

我爱疯了 我疯到自己痛也不晓得
放弃了保护自己的责任
放弃了抵抗脆弱的天份
我不管了
我不管这伤口能不能愈合
你一个语气都无法确认
这种缺乏是什么象征
不开灯 我不要开灯
我身边容不下别的人
不锁门 我不要锁门
你回来是一种信任
我那么的认真
去思考你对我的认真
或许是多么伤害人
而结论始终是疑问
我爱疯了

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I had this dream yesterday =X .

I had dreamt of having a perfect life .

A cute wife who knows how to play basketball well =x .
A cute little dog .
Twins .
A a steady income .
And beautifull place , i call home =).

Was it just a dream ?
i won't accept it as a dream , it will be real =)

Perhaps , that might never come true .
But holding on onto my goals , just makes me feel good =)

Ah... got back my results =.=
all b3 =T .

OH WELL !


Argued with wenjie the other day .
But i got to admit that a larger part of it is my fault .
I'm losing myself in the process of protecting myself .
I almost lost a friend =T .
Tsk tsk . Yide ..... CONTROL =T .

Freakingly irritated by The " HIM "
I HATE people saying that i got a girl's voice =/ .
AND SORRY if i'm too gentle .
DIU NI LOU MO =) !
so what? irritate others to make yourself look man ?
What? complaint like a slut to make people accept you?
? Have a bitching sacastic tone ?
WHAT ? She said that you are ugly , i don't agree .
But you got a ugly heart =)
FACE IT =)

THATS ALL FOR TODAY =)

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n- n- now th- that don't kill me can only make me stronger
i need you to hurry up now cause i can't wait much longer
i know i got to be right now cause i can't get much wronger
man i've been waitin' all night
now that's how long i've been on ya i need you right
now i need you right now let's get lost tonight
you could be my black kate moss tonight play secretary,
i'm the boss tonight and you don't give a f**k what they all say right?
awesome, the christian and and christian dior damn,
they don't make 'em like this anymore i ask,
cause i'm not sure do anybody make real shit anymore?
bow in the presence of greatness cause right now
thou has forsaken us
you should be honored by my lateness that i would even show up to this fake shit
so go ahead go nuts go ape shit
especially on my best stand on my bape shit act like you can't tell who made this new gospel homey, take six, and take this, haters n- n- now th- that don't kill me can only make me stronger i need you to hurry up now
cause i can't wait much longer
i know i got to be right now cause i can't get much wronger man
i've been waitin' all night now that's how long
i've been on ya i need you right now i need you right now
i don't know if you got a man or not,
if you made plans or not god put me in the plans or not
i'm trippin' this drink got me sayin' a lot
but i know that god put you in front of me so how the hell could you front on me?
there's a thousand you's, there's only one of me i'm trippin',
i'm caught up in the moment right?
this is louis vuitton dime night so we gon' do everything that kan like heard
they'd do anything for a klondike well
i'd do anything for a blonde-dike and she'll do anything for the limelight and we'll do anything when the time's right ugh, baby,
you're makin' it (harder, better, faster, stronger)
n- n- now th- that don't kill me can only make me stronger
i need you to hurry up now cause i can't wait much longer
i know i got to be right now cause i can't get much wronger man
i've been waitin' all night now
that's how long i've been on ya i need you right now
i need you right now you know how long i've been on ya?
since prince was on apollonia
since oj had isotoners
don't act like i never told ya baby,
you're making it (harder, better, faster, stronger)
n- n- now th- that don't kill me can only make me stronger
i need you to hurry up now cause
i can't wait much longer
i know i got to be right now cause
i cant get much wronger man
i've been waitin' all night now that's how long
i've been on ya i need you right now you know how long i've been on ya?
since prince was on apollonia
since oj had isotoners
don't act like i never told ya never told ya

Stronger , yea .

I am stronger =) ! ^^V

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BOO !

Back to blogging ! Yippie !

Hahas , decided to quit DOTA ! =))

Btw , i wanna say foremost is that i love my room =)


Lol , wanted to up load a picture of my majong-ing times with 损友门.

Lets UPLOAD !


It's TADA !

Hahas , Jason was anoying during the tution just now =(

almost broke my basket ball hand =( .

Sians.... going over to cousion's house , BORING =T .

Thanks to ruisi for cheering me up yesterday !

Thumb up for a caring friend =)) !

Had a bump on my head just now , damn

bus handles . =X

Ahhhh , Being tall has it's disadvantage after all ^^ .

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把眼睛关上闭, 在想谁?

是谁把闯进我的世界?

我在第二四十七站的底下铁,

现在,会是谁陪我找底下铁的出口?

恋爱的滋味... 我忘了.

可惜,当我发现我爱你时.

你却离我而去.

伤上被割的伤,眼泪里的泪.

无奈.

天空下这雨,可是我在笑,哭笑不得的我.

希望,就这样把自己灌在书里.

疯了. so..
In the end , emotion-less .
They told me to forget ,
I told me to kill myself .
Kill all the emotion , for i deserve no one .
no one at all .
Smiles doesn't prove that a person is happy,
it might not .


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