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This can be a somehow determined post =).

No doubt, i still love you .
all the memories , it was that perfect summer .=)

Loving someone is just a second of heart beat .
Forgeting takes a life time .

ihave already waste my time on tryingto get your attention ,
to look back at me once . justonce .

But in your eyes.. your heart have long gone already .
yide arh , you are so pathetic .
Many dreams we had still lingers in my mind ,
so let it be then , before i lose my last piece of innocent .

Get up , start runing , start doing what you should have done !
Stop this emotional thing .
Be bloody hell stronger .
you have been wishy washy for 16 years !





I could say i love you , it hurts me deep in my heart .

Haha. Liking someone makes me childish .
stupid , but yeah ... thats yide for sure .

还是忘了爱的勉强
让你看透我的心现在我不想是该说放就放
就试着遗忘
痛苦我会遗忘只想看你开心的模样
新的恋情让它成长
而过去就放在心上

i wonder ... how would i look like in ten years time ?
oh ... i would be 26 years old then ?






End : Let the old dreams slowly fade away .
embrace yourself for the other countless dreams .
For only those who still walks the past , still unable to get out .
for the key , you thought you can never find
but it was always in you hand .
it's either you give in the courage to open that locked door .
And smile .
so yide , just smile.
just smile let go of the chain that you are so unwilling to .
after today , you can sleep with the light close .

hope*



@ <$BLOGDATEHEADER$>

Love in the ice

It's not your fault that these hands are cold.
Clinging onto
The wound of the past

Afraid to love someone .
Turning your back againt the true meaning of love.

Like ice , the sorrow that once hugged the heart will slowly melt.

To be loved by someone .. anyone will
makes life shine
Like this .

If it was me , i will make your heart once again .
Warm it will undying love .

Fate's play .

Althought it will make my heart ache when the tears ends.

Hitosuguno , hikari . Gami no na kano miolite
A ray of light . Decends from the darkness

We can grasp it .
We are able to feel...
the fierce painfull touch of a person's warmth .

Sorrow and loneliness that everyone will endure
Searching for a refuge to mend

yes , for you the place is here
Don't worry , don't falter anymore

i will protect you

Because it is a love (My heart ......)
As beautifull
As it is miserable (Don't be afraid~ ....)
This beautifull (Let you know my heart.....)
Beautifull time (You know ! ~)
It is ephemeral (let you know my LOVE ! ~)

ah~

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@ <$BLOGDATEHEADER$>

YIDE IS VERY LAZY TO POST .
HEHE =X
SUPER DUPER LAZY !!
okays... THIS SHALL BE THE POST FOR THE WEEK =X

I found my new love =3

Her name?

G r e e n t e a ~!

Surname?

POKKKA !

hehe. hmm... how could i describe it ? Love at first sight .
it's like i was sitting in bus when suddenly i caught a glimps of her .
She WAS VERY BEAUTI-GREEN =X
OH MY GAWD !
I WAS Like ....
*(The words in the following can be VERY DISTURBING , Like i said "disturbing)
OMFG ?! WTF?! HOLY **** ?! TMD ?!

and i wanna say is .
Actually , yide is a good boy =)


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@ <$BLOGDATEHEADER$>

Ei !
Wahahaha~ yide's back to post~

And btw .. i have decided to be happy again !
lol , that's pretty random isn't it?
BUT YEAH !!!
I am gonna be a happy boy !

okay.... i think i will update on the chalet tommorrow.
after i come back from kelly services and lot 1 .
i seriously need to improve my english .
sigh. i should go lot 1 to borrow somebooks tommorrow .
Can't believe i've just lost to a secondary two kid on word puzzle .

Conclusion : Yide has VERY limited vocabulary . =X

My mom just snatch my green tea this morning and i was very very very moody =T.

NO ONE SNATCHES MY GREEN TEA I TELL YOU NO ONE *Grins* *agitated*

lol , it's kinda late , i think i need my kiddy nap now ~.
GoodNight .

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@ <$BLOGDATEHEADER$>




You Should Follow Christianity



You believe in the Holy Trinity, and that Jesus walked the earth as the son of God.

You also believe that all people sin and that God will forgive you for your sins.



Your relationship with God is very important to you.

You strengthen your faith through prayer, worship, and Bible study.

What Religion Should You Be?

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You Are Green Tea



You are a well balanced person. You don't have many highs or lows in your life.

You enjoy bursts of creative energy and productivity. But you also enjoy your downtime.



You are insightful and philosophical. You don't take much personally.

You are at peace with who you are. You don't have an inflated sense of self.

What Kind of Tea Are You?

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You Should Learn French



C'est super! You appreciate the finer things in life... wine, art, cheese, love affairs.

You are definitely a Parisian at heart. You just need your tongue to catch up...

What Language Should You Learn?

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The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.



In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.



You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.



You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.



Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.



Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.



You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.



In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

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@ <$BLOGDATEHEADER$>

Very Busy .

Will update someday =X

hope*



@ <$BLOGDATEHEADER$>

望着广场的时钟你还在我的怀里躲风
不习惯言不由衷
沉默如何能让你都懂
此刻与你相拥
也算有始有终
祝福有许多种
心痛却尽在不言中
请你一定要比我幸福
才不枉费我狼狈退出
再痛也不说苦
爱不用抱歉来弭补
至少我能成全你的追逐
请记得你要比我幸福
才值得我对自己残酷
我默默的倒数
最后再把你看清楚看
你眼里的我好馍糊
慢慢被放逐
望着广场的时钟你还在我的怀里躲风
不习惯言不由衷
沉默如何能让你都懂
此刻与你相拥
也算有始有终
祝福有许多种
心痛却尽在不言中
请你一定要比我幸福
才不枉费我狼狈退出
再痛也不说苦爱不用抱歉来弭补
至少我能成全你的追逐
请记得你要比我幸福
才值得我对自己残酷
我默默的倒数
最后再把你看清楚
看你眼里的我好馍糊
慢慢被放逐
放心去追逐你的幸福
别管我愿不愿孤不孤独
都别在乎!
请你一定要比我幸福
才不枉费我狼狈退出
再痛也不说苦
爱不用抱歉来弭补
至少我能成全你的追逐
请记得你要比我幸福
才值得我对自己残酷
我默默的倒数
最后再把你看清楚看你眼里的我好馍糊
慢慢被放逐
放心去追逐你的幸福
别管我愿不愿孤不孤
独都别在乎!

hope*